Food for Thought: Pornography Destroyed My Life and Redeemed My Soul

Lately, I’ve been reading articles concerning the damaging effects of pornography, how it deteriorates the traditional concept of human sexual behavior. I totally agree with the idea that addiction to pornography can cause a man/woman to devalue their opposite gender half to mere objects. I concur that too much fantasizing of “taboo” sexual fetishes (i.e. extramarital, incestual, pedophilia) with the assistance of pornography can cause a man/woman to withdraw themselves from reality to the point where they want to literally act out these taboo sexual fetishes in the material world. I understand that incessant consumption of pornography effectively appropriates the creativity of the man/woman, rendering him/her unproductive to the betterment and the evolution of humanity and life itself.

That last part right there lies the dilemma not necessarily for humanity as a whole, but for the individual melanated human.

Humans are constantly programmed from birth to be productive members of society. This has been the case since time immemorial when humanity became the dominant species on earth. A soul that is incarnated (or incarcerated) within a human body has voluntarily subjected themselves to this exploitation. The soul is pure sexual energy, and that same energy force is used to bring creativity and meaning to every fabric of the illusionary material world. Thus, a soul that is asleep becomes a battery for the cult of humanity to create a world that can secure its survival, no matter how fruitless the attempt. Not to mention, the human brain operates as a biological “matrix” designed to further entrap the soul by shielding the pineal gland (aka the “antenna of the anti-gods”) from the real unseen world.

The illusionary material world does not need any more new ideas, innovation, new arts, etc., etc., etc. At this point in time, it is in the best interest of melanated humans who have souls to stop exploiting themselves in the interest of maintaining their attachment to the material realm. No matter how noble the endeavor may be to save the material world from dissolution, in the end, their attachment to it has to DIE. The soul, an infinite energy source that was not created and cannot be destroyed, is not of this material universe. It wants OUT of the illusion. These are, indeed, the “end times:” the time to let go of temporal personas and existence as a whole.

The human body cannot fully comprehend or express the sexual nature of the soul. The human body would instantly combust if the full manifestation of the soul was allowed to be unleashed. Thus, there have been various systems and industries established over thousands of years by elitist entities to siphon the divine spark from souls mainly incarnated within melanated humans for the continuation of the humanity cult and the material world as a whole. All fields of education, art and entertainment, trade and commerce were originally created to uphold that status quo. Which is why sex is still such a taboo topic amongst the masses, especially sex that is simply for pleasure and doesn’t lead to reproduction (because how can the material world continue to exist if ignorant souls don’t find themselves back here through the reincarnation cycle?) In spite of the heavily sexualized marketization and advertisement in today’s modern world, sexual repression runs rampant among the common man and woman.

Which brings me back to the “damaging” effects of pornography I mentioned previously.

(Full Disclosure: Yes, I like watching pornography. I love the coitus act with all the glory of its grotesqueness and crudeness (minus anal sex, not a big fan, another topic for another day.) And my most preferable copulation occurrence is between a Black-melanated man and a Black-melanated woman, especially when it’s done with sincere sensuality and intimacy. In my honest opinion, the sexual communion between souls trapped in melanated human avatars is the only valid sexual communion on the face of the earth. I like my Black-melanated women big-boned, just like what would imagine the essence of the  Great Mother/the Divine Feminine would like in the physical…a thick Black-melanated woman with big voluptuous titties, a nice-sized pillow-soft ass, and a fat juicy black hole of a pussy that can make the most powerful and visions of the gods humble before her throne.)

The etymology of the term pornography is “(one) depicting prostitutes, prostitute, originally ‘bought, purchased’, to sell.” Of course, one would think that a man or woman watching pornography is helping to facilitate the act of prostitution as we have been TRAINED to perceive what prostitution traditionally to be. Yet, a man or woman watching pornography is being “prostituted” of their soul’s energy force for the benefit of entities who need it to survive. So, you shouldn’t watch the filth, correct? Let’s not be hypocritical here.

What if we expanded the definition of prostitution beyond the act of selling just sexual intercourse?

In that case, humanity has been selling itself out in some form or fashion since forever and a day to secure its survival as a species. There are infinite examples over the history of mankind that can be pointed out to prove that point. On a deeper level, the souls of melanated humans have been unknowingly (and sometimes knowingly depending on a soul’s incarnation) prostituted since the dawn of Creation to sustain creation as we know it. That’s why it’s said that prostitution is the oldest profession on the planet. It is the core of the human condition.

Yes, heavy consumption of pornography does numb your brain matrix, basically turning you into a mindless zombie. You can spend hours a day mesmerized by the amount of flesh and fetishes to your liking online, wasting your time. You should use your time improve your life and utilize your resources on more positive activities that are geared toward that improvement, right?

Why are you so concerned about improving on a life experience that is finite and neverlasting?

The lives we build through our human avatars is a defense mechanism to protect our fragile ego personas as we move around within the material world. We build these life narratives to bring meaning to these fragile ego personas instead of facing the reality that it is all a lie. The ego is supposed to work in service of the soul, not the other way around.

Has pornography destroyed my life? Yes, it has destroyed the life narrative that served the interests of my ego persona. The lie I told myself, that I was a good son, a good husband, a good father, a decent human being who was a productive member of society worthy of redemption. You can’t redeem something that never existed in the first place. My soul is the only thing that is real about me, it was redeemed when I accepted the fact that I am a sexual deviant at my core.

Does that mean I should express every part of my deviancy while I’m here in the material world?

It’s OK if you have a sexual fetish you are aroused by that tends to cause ostracization when manifested within the boundaries of the human condition. Nevertheless, from what I have witnessed so far in this incarnation, it is not prudent nor wise to express every imaginative thought, especially those relating to sexual fantasies, in the material world. The material world is based on order, not the chaos that the soul originates from. Some fantasies should be left in the realm of the unmanifested. That’s where the term balance comes into play.

You have to find your Eros in the simplicity of just being ALIVE and AWAKENED. That means possessing a soul that is fully aware of the condition it finds itself in and has the ability to practice restraint when it wants to give up all of its energy force in exchange for the opportunity to create an impermanent paradise in the material world. A soul that realizes that it is PARADISE encased within a human cocoon for a brief period of time until the time has come to be reborn again as a majestically divine butterfly.

So what if pornography causes me to objectify women’s bodies! The melanated female human form is the most divinely beautiful image in the material world, worthy enough to bamboozle me into reincarnating back into this illusion just to be mesmerized by it all over again. You objectify the female body long enough you won’t help but to break through the superficiality of life and into the mysteries of divine feminine, if your soul is ALIVE and AWAKENED.

I’ve learned more about the mysteries of life through my “porn addiction” than I have through my attempted abstinence from it. My attempt to subdue these primal urges made me realize the true unfiltered nature of my soul, that it is neither good or bad, nor does it need to be reformed whatsoever. It is a love so unhinged and chaotic, to comprehend it any further would do it no justice. Any life I have acceptable by societal morals and values keeps the beast from being unleashed.

Therefore, you have the existence of vices. The vice you have doesn’t have to be a gambling kick, a drug habit, an addiction to sex and/or pornography, or anything with a negative connotation. It can be diet that makes you feel good about your body, watching TV or even reading a book, attending social gatherings such as a party or a concert that gives that high of human togetherness, or even frequently traveling the world just to break up the monotony of your existence. All of these vices work the same, it gives you the opportunity to escape the mundaneness and remain somewhat sane in this illusionary madhouse. Everyone has their thang to get them through.

Look, I’m not trying to tell you to change your moral code or that it is OK to act a plum fool with whatever vice you have. What I am saying is that your actions to survive and build on your ego persona contradict the nature and true intentions of your soul. Your soul does not want to be conflicted with restriction by its human condition for all eternity. Your soul’s attachment to humanity must come to an end at some point.

How many incarnations does it take to break that attachment? It varies from soul to soul.

What if a soul WANTS to play in this material world indefinitely? I’m pretty sure that’s happening with a lot of souls.

I don’t think my soul falls in the category though lol.

Expressed through Killah Khaos

(Side Note 1: Check out the 1986 H.P. Lovecraft-influenced film From Beyond. It will give a clearer understanding of the hidden sexual essence tied to the pineal gland.)

(Side Note 2: People try to separate the terms erotica and pornography. Pornography is considered more explicit and exploitative, whereas erotica (the literature and visual art form of sex) is based on a story narrative. Erotica attempts to dress up the repulsive and raw aesthetics of the act of coitus behind a veil of elegance; pornography gives it to you straight with no chaser. Erotica is just as exploitative as pornography because of the narrative aspect where half-truths and straight-up lies are told to make the act of coitus more appealing than it really is. There isn’t much of a difference; either both should be called erotica or pornography. Since both forms arouse the spirit of Eros, I prefer erotica. That’s just my two cents.)

Food for Thought: The Hidden Meaning of the prefix “Anti-“

[Etymology of Anti-]

[word-forming element of Greek origin meaning against, opposed to, opposite of, instead,” shortened to ant- before vowels and -h-, from Old French anti- and directly from Latin anti-, from Greek anti (prep.) “over, against, opposite; instead, in the place of; as good as; at the price of; for the sake of; compared with; in opposition to; in return; counter-,” from PIE *anti “against,” also “in front of, before” (from root *ant– “front, forehead,” with derivatives meaning “in front of, before”), which became anti- in Italian (hence antipasto) and French. It is cognate with Sanskrit anti “over, against,” and Old English and- (the first element in answer). A common compounding element in Greek, in some combinations it became anth- for euphonic reasons. It appears in some words in Middle English but was not commonly used in English word formations until modern times. In a few English words (anticipate, antique) it represents Latin ante. In noun compounds where it has the sense of “opposed to, opposite” (Antichrist, anti-communist) the accent remains on the anti-; in adjectives where it retains its old prepositional sense “against, opposed to,” the accent remains on the other element (anti-Christian, anti-slavery).]

    According to traditional wisdom, to be “anti” towards someone or something is to be in opposition to that someone or that something. For example, when an activist says they are anti- establishment, they are saying they are opposed to any form of a civilizational system that thrives in today’s society. When a man or woman declares they are anti- marriage, it can be assumed that that man or woman are against not only marital bonds cosigned by government entities but also committal to any form of an intimate relationship, especially in this day and age of jaded lovers. 

This type of mindset thrives in opposition. Opposition creates division & separation. Division & separation lives in a world of duality. The more you shed the illusions of life realities, the more you become closer to the true reality of existence, that everything is connected on the metaphysical unseen realm. This is when you began to return to the non-duality mindset that you once dwelled in prior to incarnating on the physical plane and in various instances in you early childhood prior to teen adolescence.

The differences you see in your everyday comings and goings with your two human eyes could simply be game (or stage play) elements to keep you engaged in the never-ending back and forth between “good and evil” (or to be real with you, the battle between survival and extinction.) Or those same elements could be an opportunity to observe that back and forth with an active pineal gland (aka “first eye,” “mind’s eye”, “the Antenna of the Ancient Ones”) to where you began to realize the beautiful folly of those machinations and return back to your original self, made anew.

Take for instance, the term AntiChrist.

Modern Christians are taught that the AntiChrist is the adversary to the Christ (and when I say Christ, I am referring to a spiritual consciousness, not Jesus, the purported human messiah.) It is assumed that AntiChrist is evil in nature and seeks to destroy mankind. And that title has been misapplied to many controversial figures in recent history i.e. Satan, Napoleon, Hitler, Donald Trump. If you have duality mindset, of course you could think that way; most modern popular religions operate as such. Yet, if you refer to the section within the etymological definition of anti- that is highlighted in bold and notated once more below:

(from root *ant– “front, forehead,” with derivatives meaning “in front of, before”)

…it is possible that the original definition of anti- changed over time, whether intentional or unintentional. It now fits an agenda to confuse and scare the masses into mindless obedience to an outdated & misconstrued religious doctrine. The AntiChrist is not the adversary to the Christ. It is the standard state of consciousness every melanated human being has when it incarnates onto the physical earth, a consciousness ignorant to the unseen and to its original self (the soul, the inner “son”/sun.) It can be good or evil, or both, whatever fits its aim. It is only a lie in its nature due to the fact that it cannot exist beyond that physical earth. From that description, the AntiChrist could serve as a euphemism for the human ego (the human avatar/representative for the soul), and the Christ is the soul. Yet again, the AntiChrist and the Christ are not adversaries, the soul and the ego are not adversaries as well.

The relationship between the AntiChrist and the Christ is akin to the chrysalis process (soul “death”, or sleep, in a human shell) that a caterpillar undergoes to become a butterfly. Regardless of its actions and conscious state as a caterpillar and encased within the chrysalis pod, it will transform into a butterfly once the process is complete (life outside the human shell.) The kind of butterfly a soul becomes depends on the level of consciousness it achieves in an incarnation.

It takes a level of skill attained through multiple reincarnations to achieve Christ consciousness. And plus, it is not necessary to attain Christ consciousness as a human, because all souls will shed its ignorance in death. A soul could choose not to reincarnate back into physical realm if its sufficiently satisfied. For the select few of souls who choose to undergo multiple reincarnations to attain Christ consciousness within their human shells, they serve as the nuclei, the light for lost souls to guide them back home to the Source (or Great Mother.) On the physical plane, the one is many; in the realm of the unseen, the many is one!

Other vital words with the prefix Anti-:

Antimatter: is not the antithesis to matter. Antimatter is chaos (khaos.) It was before matter, realm of the unseen, the free radical state of eternal primordial darkness (melanin.) It is the foundation of condensed chaos (order, matter.)

Antiquity: traditionally classified as ancient times, it is the age before the current age, or the foundation of the current age.

AntiGod: is a chaos being/entity or free soul not incarnated (or incarcerated) in the confines of human matter. A soul incarcerated in human matter will operate in the nature of a G.O.D. (Generator, Operator, Destroyer)

Ant(e)bellum: traditionally meaning “before the war”, it is the age before a soul incarnates onto the physical plane. The war age begins once a soul incarnates into matter (flesh) and must subdue its human representative (ego) enough to raise its consciousness level to see through the folly of existence.

Expressed Through Killah Khaos

Sex and Death are the Two Ultimate Glitches to Human Conditioning/Programming

“Thanos (representation of the melanated soul) and the feminine manifestation of Death”

From The Melanin Man:

Education, as you and I are accustomed to, is geared toward propagating life as we know it. No matter what part of the world you originate from. No matter the lifestyle you have been accustomed to. No matter whether you went to private or public school, charter school or home school. You will be taught and trained, one way or another, on how to extend the meaningless existence of humanity.

Even if you felt you were denied a “real” education because of your ethnicity, social or economic status, or whatever the case may be. Either way, the education you receive will be to keep the “dream” alive! The “dream” (or illusion) of life. You will be taught how to build and participate within a society, how to maintain that society for however long it can be viable. And then when said society has run its course, you will be swayed through subtle reinforcing “propaganda” (propaganda that may actually contradict the educational programming you endured in your formative years) on how to tear down that society, in hopes that a newer, better society will arise from the ashes of the old to keep the HUMAN MADNESS going.

Wash, Rinse. Repeat.

This has happened many times over for thousands of years, even before the appearance of non-melanated (soulless!) entities. And it will keep going on as long as comatose, calcified 3rd Eye melanated beings continue to be mesmerized by Maya (the goddess of illusion of the physical.) All Caucasoids and other soulless entities can do is distract the melanated man and woman from waking up from their continued “dreaming” with faith (“church” bullshit), hope (“we shall overcome, someday” bullshit), and love (“forgive your trespassers and save the planet” bullshit.)

Enter the ultimate glitch(es) into the human conditioning (programming): SEX AND DEATH.

The external world, the world that your human avatar (ego) longs to interface with, is not equipped to teach you about Sex and Death in the ancient, primordial perspective that it was meant to be taught. There are only, at best (really worst lol!), three things the external world (the illusion!) can tell you how to approach Sex:

1 . to SUPPRESS your sexual appetite, through abstinence and continence, for faux religious and/or spiritual enlightenment or even for material (career) prosperity,

2. to EXPLOIT your sexual desires through suggestive marketing and advertisement for monetary gain, and

3. to SUBVERT your sexual energy ONLY toward procreation purposes (Creation “traps” energy, meaning procreation entraps souls in human shells) to keep the life cycle going.

It’s the same thing with Death:

  1. to INCITE a fear of Death, to where you either settle for a subpar (slavery-like) existence or you turn to savage (animal-like) behavior in order to survive,
  2. to BUILD a legacy based on the lie of materialism and ego that has no solid foundation, and
  3. to, quite simply, IGNORE the subject of Death altogether.

You have to go WITHIN to your true self (your primordial melanated soul) on how you should properly utilize Sex and embrace Death. The soul will tell its male avatar that INJACULATION (inner ejaculation, semen retention, the “original” orgasm for men) leads to real spiritual enlightenment.

“Don’t give your essence away freely for temporal carnal gratification,” the soul pleads.

The soul will also advise its male avatar (and female avatar as well) to take pride in “worshipping at the altar of the goddess” (eating that pussy, baby!) because that opens his Heart Chakra up so that the Kundalini Energy (THE SOUL!) can flow freely to its proper seat on the throne (the Crown Chakra, decalcifying the 3rd Eye, “the kingdom of heaven is within”.)

“Love me with all your heart, and I shall prepare a place for you on high,” the soul explained.

The soul will teach its female avatar the mysteries of the whore (sacred prostitution, the knowledge of the Great Mother) and how to enhance her innate sexual superiority for the benefit of herself and her male counterpart.

“When you learn to relate to the grotesque of existence, you will find peace,” the soul implies.

Sex is the key to Death, which is the liberation of your soul! And sex between the melanated man and woman is the ONLY one that counts! Hence the lack of sexual romantic media (not counting hardcore pornography) involving the melanated man and woman on the market. Also, it’s the QUALITY OF SEX between the melanated man and woman that counts as well. It’s the letting go of self (ego) during the act of sex, the submission of power that is given to the soul so that it can rise to another level of knowledge and awareness to better see beyond to the UNSEEN REAL (THE ORGASMIC REALM.)

When you have this quality of sex often, you “die” more and more. Meaning…the cares of your life begin to dissipate, the strongholds that keep you in a dilapidated manner begin to disappear. Your life as a whole becomes pointless. And when the ultimate death (the shedding of the human avatar) occurs, the soul can return WHOLE (untethered as a butterfly!) to the whole of the Great Mother.

Anyone who is celebrated as a leader or a person of influence (no matter their ethnic background!) will not discuss Sex and Death. Anyone with a vested interest in prolonging the humanity saga (NO MATTER THEIR ETHNIC BACKGROUND!) will not talk about Sex and Death.

What entity (i.e., the ego) wants to willingly speak on their impending demise and destruction?

Everything is feminine, and the feminine energy is a DESTRUCTIVE FORCE. If you know one thing about a woman, she wants attention. Give your attention (energy) to the goddess of illusion Maya, you may celebrate the ego, but you keep your soul imprisoned.

Remember, you can’t serve two MA-sters. Give your attention to Kali Ma (your “enlightened” soul, the destroyer of all illusions, the Great Mother), it kills the ego and liberates the soul.

Studying and practicing the mysteries Sex and Death is giving your attention to Kali Ma.

Yours truly,

The Melanin Man

“They Cloned Tyrone”: An Ode to Bobby Hemmitt (The Ongoing Saga to Shut Down the Kundalini Sexual Energy of the Melanated)

From the Melanin Man

January 22, 2022.

That was my last post. I don’t post hardly anymore and there have many times over the 18 months since that last post that I’ve considered shutting down this blog.

At this moment, I’m glad I haven’t. I have to get this off my brain ASAP.

Whoever wrote the freshly released Netflix film “They Cloned Tyrone” has been watching some old Bobby Hemmitt videos. No joke, I shit you not. That means that the entities that wish to keep the masses ignorant are up to speed on our grassroots scholars, especially the ones that haven’t made it on the boob tube or have some sort of fame (i.e. Hemmitt, etc.) Since the mediums we use to spread to the people are controlled by these same entities, of course they will have access to the information as well.

So, it shouldn’t be a shock to hear an old familiar Erykah Badu tune popular amongst the brain dead (“Tyrone”) playing at the end of the film with rewritten lyrics that were appropriate for such film. The same song I’ve heard Hemmitt fiercely denounce as trash on his tapes when he was hard on the lecture circuit back in the mid 90s to the mid 2000s. Not to mention other minute details (SPOILER ALERT: IF YOU HAVEN’T WATCHED THE MOVIE, DO NOT CONTINUE READING UNTIL YOU’VE WATCHED IT!!) such as the drunken bum seemingly knowing what was happening on the low in the neighborhood every time Fontaine aka “Tyrone” (played John Boyega) would interact with him in the movie, when I’ve heard Hemmitt mention many of times not to dismiss the drunken bum archetype because he/she have no obligations to keep their minds “occupied” and can see the illusions of life clearer than most. Hemmitt also mentioned countless times on his videos how the food, music and hair products have been genetically modified to shut down the pineal gland aka “third eye” (the only real eye you have) of melanated people. If you just watch one of his five -to-six-hour lecture tapes from the early 2000s, you’ll know that all this information is old and regurgitated, repackaged for the brain-dead niggas that’s looking to be enter-trained (mind-controlled like a motherfucker!)

Yet the one topic in the movie that was severely subdued and put down, which was primarily the basis of Hemmitt’s lectures (besides the subject of DEATH) in the early 2000s, was SEX.

For the uninitiated: the soul of a melanated being derives from the primordial essence (chaos!) that was used to create the known universe. Our souls predate creation, meaning we are of NOT OF creation. The closest example that can comes close to describing where our souls (our true selves) come from would be the feeling of a sexual orgasm (for men, ejaculation is not orgasm.)

The equation is simple: Soul Energy=Kundalini Energy=SEXUAL ENERGY!

And of course, the soul (son, sun) is feminine in nature, meaning its original source is the Great Mother, the Divine Feminine, CHAOS UNMANIFEST!

There’s a reason why sex is on the brain all the time, and there have been so many distractions invented to keep it off the brain.

SEX IS NOT THE DISRACTION! YOUR HUMAN LIFE IS!

But anyway, back to the movie…

At the “climax” (ha-HA!) of “They Cloned Tyrone”, there’s a seen where Fontaine, Yo-Yo (played by Teyonah Parris), and Slick Charles (played by Jamie Foxx) were surrounded by mind-controlled negros, another more-docile clone of Fontaine named Chester, and the Caucasoid-government agent Nixon (played by Kiefer Sutherland.) After Nixon spilled the beans for why he and the government agency he represented were conducting experiments and creating clones within the Black-majority community of The Glen, Fontaine attempts to kill Nixon as his back is turned. Nixon uses a mind control statement to incapacitate Fontaine and Slick Charles as he uses Fontaine to subdue Yo-Yo (who is NOT under mind control) with Slick Charles helplessly watching. Nixon derides Yo-Yo as a “dime a dozen ho,” claiming that compared to Fontaine and Slick Charles, she is not worth killing.

Yet between the three main characters, why is it that Yo-Yo doesn’t have a clone?

And this is why the ULTIMATE mind-fuck occurs.

Yo-Yo’s profession is prostitution. She’s a MELANATED woman that is haphazardly IN TUNE with her sexuality, despite the fact she leverages it for survival purposes (there was a time long ago when prostitution was more revered and served a higher, more spiritual purpose.) Subconsciously, Nixon talks down to her because he knows he can’t control the “holy whore” (a melanated woman inundated with sexuality, the closest physical representation of Divine Femininity.) So, he works through melanated men by involuntary mind-control or brainwashed Uncle Toms to restrain the Divine Feminine energy from rising within all melanated beings, thus eventually destroying physical manifestation (illusion!) altogether.

The entities that wish to keep the human condition alive and well will keep ridiculing and causing melanated women to feel insecure about their sexuality for as long as they can.

“They Cloned Tyrone” has so many layers and angles to decipher, yet this is, in my opinion, THE MOST important of them all. In all honesty, all the other layers are used to hide this ONE topic. Only a handful of individuals who are soul-alive (conscious is an old term to me!) will catch the hidden agenda of this movie. It’s my duty to put this out there, even if only one or two melanated women read this, and it’s on platform that has the ability to hide it with the right search algorithm. With all the coverage this movie was getting, which began with the Jamie Foxx health-scare hoax (doesn’t matter if he was sick or not, cloned or not), I figured this was major psyop for the melanated masses.

“The revolution will not be televised .” – From the late Gil Scott Heron

Anything that is put on a 2D a screen is subject to keep you in mental slavery. DON’T TRUST NONE OF IT! Trust your own heart, do your own research, and start your own personal INNER REVOLUTION. You help yourself, your help everyone else.

Ashe to Brother Bobby Hemmitt for doing the research and breaking the code years ago. The movie had your fingerprints all over it. Much love!

Keep Learning, folks!

The Melanin Man

P.S. Check out Sirius Times Media to gain access to the extensive knowledge base that Bobby Hemmitt risked his life to put out.

Food for Thought: Your Career Ambitions Could Be Impeding the Liberation of Your Soul

Rewarding career: Five ways to build a rewarding career - The Economic Times

 

 

From the Melanin Man:

Every man & woman, especially the melanated, that has been raised in the American K-12 educational system has been pressed and pressured to choose a career path of some sort. Whether it be STEM-related, business-focused, in the medical field or whatnot, you and I have been thoroughly interrogated throughout our formative years to choose an occupation that will pay some lucrative dividends. Maybe that occupation will provide you some mental and spiritual gratification of some sort, even though that is not the primary goal despite the fact that the “dream job” scenario is widely advertised and rarely if ever fulfilled. Your “dream job” doesn’t exist; it never did. It is a poorly constructed concept that has very little value besides making a human being feel better about being human. 

Feel good is for children.

For the melanated man /woman, you were/have been/continue to be programmed to work and sustain the current paradigm of civilization, for the benefit of its physical and metaphysical creators and not yours. A paradigm that is destructive and counterproductive to the souls of the original men and women of this physical manifestation. At best, the hell that we endure on the plantations of productivity is to maintain a decent enough physical existence to keep us from losing our minds. And the saddest part is that our parents, because of their own ignorance, are one of the biggest conspirators when it comes to slaving for the entities that keep us engulfed in a sea of despair. I’m pretty sure the mothers and fathers that birthed us don’t wish to send their seeds into the slaughter of exploitation, just like those same seeds would want nothing more to have the love and approval of their parents when it concerns their life decisions. Quite the conundrum, isn’t it? 

Are our career ambitions distracting us from liberating the soul that inhabits each Melanated man/woman? 

Should we lose our minds, the minds that we’ve been programmed with since Day 1, so we can attain a mind conducive to breaking the strongholds (seen and unseen) that keep our souls asleep?  

The soul’s ultimate goal is to liberate itself from the weeds of humanity and the physical realm entirely. Through each life cycle it has endured, every human avatar it has clothed itself with, the ultimate goal remains the same. The indigenous (the first, original to the land) Melanated man/woman reigned supreme for thousands, millions of years prior to their fall and subsequent appearance and rise of the caucasoid. To return to our former glory of yesteryears gone by is redundant, since as a whole we’ve mastered humanity and the material realm. It’s just that for some reason a significant percentage of souls have not wanted to let go of this physical illusion and have stuck around longer than necessary. The caucasoid has been able to alter the blood and DNA of Melanated men and women through so many nefarious means and methods over the last 500 or so years that the Melanated man/woman has become his/her own worst enemy and greatest supporter of the continued world-wide supremacy by the caucasoid.

 

” Whoever, therefore, would master a man, must first master that man’s blood. This must be borne in
mind if any advance is to be made in practical life. For example, the individuality of a
people may be destroyed if, when colonizing, you demand from its blood more than it
can bear, for in the blood the ego is expressed. “

Rudolph Steiner, The Occult Significance of Blood

 

The indigenous Melanated man/woman is in such savage, deteriorated state that it makes the war-like caucasoid appear refined and civilized. Our career ambitions, which are also tied to familial ambitions, have been born only out of a need to survive, which is expressed through the ego. The ego of the modern Melanated man/woman will do whatever it can to procure its survival according to the ways of the blood, which was manipulated and violated by the caucasoid. Esoteric writings of Kemet and Ancient India have made clear that in order for the soul to free itself from the physical realm, submission of the ego to the soul is the most important step. The modern Melanated man/woman must regain possession of their blood from the caucasoid’s programming before they can get a handle of their ego for it to even began the process of submission to the soul.

The soul can’t continue to reincarnate because it has failed to corral the ego and its attachment to the illusion of physical/ material. The game has gotten ridiculously more complex and sophisticated that in this day and age it has become damn impossible for liberation on any level. 

 

Keep learning fam,

The Melanin Man

 

The True Hidden Science of Self-Exploitation (AKA “Selling Out”)

Chaos always wins out! (not my image lol)

From the Melanin Man:

Society as a whole pushes the individual to do their best in every thing he/she does and participates in. From our early rearing years to adulthood, we are fed the notion that we must effectively produce on some level to prove our value and the worth we possess. In fact, how and what we produce is directly tied to the basic necessities of survival. It has been embedded in the collective psyche of the common woman/man to the point that an individual cannot function properly unless they are “working productively”, which is the etymology of the term exploitation.

Exploitation in general is nothing new or contemporary; it has existed since the dawn of creation. In fact, it is the primary reason why the MA-terial/physical realm exists in the first place. Without the energy syphoned from the original CHAOS beings (Black-melanated woman/man) to power it, this temporal realm would be no more. So how do you keep the party (humanity, material realm) going when the all the lights (hidden knowledge brought into the light)have been turned on?

You fall for the lie that this realm is actually REAL. You trick your mind into thinking that your life matters, that your actions have “consequences” whether they be good or bad, positive or negative. You believe that if you are not a “productive member of society” for the good of mankind, your life is not worth the melanated womb that you created it in. And that’s some massive MIND-FUCKERY and brainwashing going on!

We, melanated peoples, are asked to “give it your all” (sell out) and produce because it infuses this realm to keep going. Our need to express ourselves, to invent and create, in all endeavors ranging from the arts to the sciences, is DANGEROUS. And that goes double for the “conscious” (or SOUL-ALIVE) of our group. I’m taking a risk just by sharing my thoughts concerning this matter on a platform I did not build or not maintaining. This information can be even more hidden on the internet (yes, I do think I’m being censored just a little bit lol) or worse, stolen and co-opted for a cause that is inclusive to everyone that may or may not have the spark of life (a soul.) If the melanated collective were a little more in sync, we could be telepathic with each other, and this wouldn’t be an issue.

But…lol!!!

The danger in our need to manifest our glory on this realm not only causes us to be muted and subdued, but our success in doing so keeps us as a whole entrapped in this filthy meat locker we call humanity even longer than we should be. Yes, it’s a double-edge sword.

Here’s the game: Over thousands of years the melanated woman and man have been derided amongst the masses (the useless eaters) but have been worshipped and revered within the elitist occult groups who know the real knowledge of what’s what. That tactic was to lower the esteem of the melanated collective enough to where the insecure of us would feel the need to prove our worth, and thus, feeding more energy into this dying realm to keep it going.

(Have you ever wondered why there have been so many end-of-the-world , dystopian movies produced within the last 40 or so years? We are in the END TIMES.)

And they are trying to switch the game on us: The Civil Rights Movement. Black Lives Matter. An increase in interracial copulation and breeding. We’re being accepted. But why the faux switch up? To build our esteem back up, maybe we’ll want to stick around this hellhole a little bit longer, put a little more energy (soul!) into this because we’re finally being noticed after all this time.

(Maybe that’s why it’s harder for the melanated woman to let go of the illusion/hologram in comparison to her counterpart. The woman DESIRES love/acceptance, the man not so much.)

We can’t keep getting tricked into giving away our souls (because that is the ONLY thing about us that is REAL!) to a dying cause. This is a classic case of the “creator getting trapped within its own creation.” That’s why for the longest now I haven’t thought that much of classifying myself as a CREATOR. As a melanated being encased in a human shell, exploitation of the soul is required for the human shell and its accompanying ego to survive. And the ego doesn’t want to disappear whatsoever, so it places strongholds (fears) to keep us from an existence worth putting our soul-energy into.

But the end is nigh. The ancient knowledge is coming out. This ship is sinking and it’s too many holes to fill. They (the gatekeepers of this illusionary realm) know it, we know it, even the comatose of our collective know it even if they won’t admit it in their heart of hearts. This is the endgame, we are in the end times.

And personally, I’m feeling like returning back into the realm of the UNCREATE anyway.

Love always fam,

The Melanin Man

“Insecurity of Self Breeds the NEED to create and express.”

When the E.G.O. (False Self) Has “Human” Goals and Ambitions to Achieve that Contradicts Your Melanated Soul’s (True Self) Transformation…

From the hood classic (sarcasm!) “Menace 2 Society”, where esoterically Bill Duke’s cop character acts as the soul interrogating the machinations of the ego, portrayed by Caine (Tyrin Turner’s character.)

…Suffering BEGINS!!!

The definition of E.G.O.:

E: Expectations, Expressions, & Emotions
G: Gone
O: Overboard

You gotta get OVER yourself to GET BACK YOUR-SELF!!!

In-joy your day peoples!!!

The Melanin Man

Food for Thought: Cognitive Dissonance and the Slavery Industrial Complex

Image is not my own

From the Melanin Man:

Throughout the time I’ve been blogging it’s obvious that I don’t mind courting controversy whatsoever. But I have to admit, what I’m about to discuss will be one of the most outrageous and ridiculous takes (to the majority of those still being mind-fucked by mainstream media) I have ever prepositioned. To the initiated, I’m pretty sure you’ve already had this thought and have came across information that supports this theory as well.

But first let’s review the term cognitive dissonance.

(Courtesy of Brittanica)

Cognitive dissonance, the mental conflict that occurs when beliefs or assumptions are contradicted by new information. The unease or tension that the conflict arouses in people is relieved by one of several defensive maneuvers: they reject, explain away, or avoid the new information; persuade themselves that no conflict really exists; reconcile the differences; or resort to any other defensive means of preserving stability or order in their conceptions of the world and of themselves. 

Basically when a HUMAN is met with new information that contradicts their preexisting beliefs, they act in denial, descend into survival mode, in order to protect the foundation that their self-created identity is built upon. It’s funny how a HUMAN reacts when the very foundation of its existence is challenged; they are willing to do “whatever it takes” to protect the fabrication of its un-real nature.

Melanin is an primordial element of impermanence and transformation. The Black-melanated man and woman CANNOT operate as a human being, which has to justify its existence through belief to MAINTAIN its existence. The Black-melanated man/woman was, is, and ever will be what it has been since the advent of creation. The human shell has an expiration date.

Which is to say, as a Black-melanated being, you must be willing to “renew you mind” DAILY and NOT CONFORM to the reality of this world (Romans 12:2.)

And this leads me to what I really wanted to talk about…the way the Middle Passage and American slavery prior to the Civil War has been reenacted, portrayed, and written in history books (either by Caucasoids or Black-melanated organization) is a FARCE!!!

A half-truth AT BEST!

There’s been information out for some time now that suggest that a faction of the Moors (a Black-melanated priesthood that originated from Ancient Kemet, who set and spread the foundation by which modern civilization as we know globally is set upon) sold out their own to build up the United States to what it is to be esoterically…the New Kemet of the Western Hemisphere! And we’ve been told in conjunction that various African tribes sold their captured rivals to the Caucasoid for their own profit and gain. Add in the fact (one that isn’t widely known for obvious reasons) that there were already a good many of black-melanated individuals in the Americas that somehow got bamboozled into the mix.

It leads me to think that maybe the origin of how the Middle Passage and American slavery came about was not as devious as it is portrayed to the masses.

An contemporary example that best resembles what I am trying to say is when you see an job advertisement from a reputable company for a position that perfectly fits your skillset depicted through your resume. You ace the interview and subsequently offered the job; you happily accept it. The first month or two is great as you are making new friends and making that new money, more money than you could imagine. Then after a while, the warts of the job and the company overall that you chose to ignore initially for whatever reason (which I’ll get to momentarily) become more obvious to you and begins to effect you daily on greater scale than you anticipated. You realize that the promises of fair competition and cooperation were a falsehood to hook you in. Your hours increase but pay remains the same, and more of your off time becomes company time. You notice that the people you thought were your friends, the ones you thought were colorblind, only dealt with you because they saw the benefit they could gain by being attached to you. You feel abused, and that’s without anyone touching you in a sexual manner. In your heart of hearts, you know you don’t control your own destiny. Soon it becomes obvious to you what you truly are to the organization that hired you: a slave, or an indentured servant that is not able to buy their own freedom. Or more cruelly accentuated by Laurence Fishburne in the 1999 movie The Matrix: A FUCKING BATTERY!!!

Then you reach a breaking point: either you continue to deny the fact that your continued participation with this company will continue to slowly break you down and eventually destroy the inner joy you had within, or you quit and continue to fight to protect your core essence that makes you YOU.

Simply put, DENY YOURSELF OR ACCEPT YOURSELF!

One would think that if self-love is evident, the choice is simple. But the longer you stay attached to the company, the more you become dependent of it for your SURVIVAL, tuning out the only part of you that is real.

“Survival is the ULTIMATE religion.”

-Bobby Hemmitt

When it comes to the events that occurred that led to the creation of the United States of America (who some of us consider to be a thickly-veiled corporation), the Black-melanated man and woman was sold, literally and figuratively, a bill of goods that has yet to be satisfied by the other party. There’s no way the Black-melanated man and woman willingly gave up their culture and allowed for a lower level species to take advantage of them, without putting up a fight? And taken advantage to a degree where it has caused significant psychospiritual damage that has lasted all the way to the current day and age? I truly think that our ancestors had to be coerced into bondage with promises that wasn’t intended to be kept, for the purpose of building a society similar to ancient civilizations such as Kemet and India in image, but parasitically capitalistic in nature.

If that were not that case, why are we repeatedly reminded of the traumas of slavery by Hollywood and the educational system today? Where they propagate the idea that we were powerless in our pursuit of rebelling against the establishment without the assistance of the Caucasoid. Yet there hasn’t been one slave ship to be recovered proving that the Middle Passage did in fact occur. Let’s not forget the occult symbology featured on such things like the American dollar, the American flag, and the structures along the National Mall that keep the Black-melanated man and woman entranced with contemporary American way of living.

Through trauma, repetition, and symbols, we have been brainwashed. And it has materialized as economic dependency, religious zealotry, extreme nationalism, and reprobate spirituality within the masses of Black-melanated men and women in North America. You repeat a lie long enough it becomes fact (the Moon Landing, anyone?) A widely accepted truth is just a lie agreed upon by the masses.

Anything that’s REAL (i.e. knowledge) stands on its without the need to be boastful or repetitious (unlike the human condition.)

It’s about DAMN time we question the validity of the American slavery/Middle Passage narrative. This is one stronghold that the collective of our people must begin to overcome to unleash the beast that lies within.

Make the breakthrough!

The Melanin Man

” Ignorance is humanity’s no-so-secret weapon for its survival.”